DEC 18 2012

It felt like O was mad at me today. He denied it though. And he didn't talk to me later on today, like he usually always does. I also miss T. She did what she did, but still... I miss her. I can't even deny it anymore. I try and try. In a way I still hate her and feel hurt by what she did, but then there's the other side of me that misses her so much. It's sad, because it will probably never work. I had great times with her. I miss those times, all those future plans. But.. times change, right? I'm even more close with E, J and N than I am with her now. Sometimes I feel lonely and sad. And then there is M. I miss him so much. But he lives so far away.. And I like O too. But I can say, that I love M. I need to work things out with O now.
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